cute right????????????????

hehh,i got this from the whatever website, but its super cute ehhh,mcm nk cubbbbbbbbbiiit jek ao.haha.anyway, ytd chalet was ok ar, but i didn't do much.sooooooooo. not really much thing happen.ok, i wanna talk about Friday, the tournament!!!!!, to the sengkang GA player that i defend,hate you.hehe.and thank god i still got time to kick your feet.at least i know your frustrated.yeahhhhhhh.

thank you seniors for coming ao,appreciate it so much.muahh.ok...so after the match,went to cwp straight,and eat freee, dearest xuan ying belanje.haha,nxt time,i treat you lah ehh.hehe.aku ngn zahra senyom je bile dpt makan.lol.and zahra, phm2 je lah twin.uhuh! and we met some netballers too at MC,but they are too far away frm us,tkperlah, asalkan nampak muke sua.hehehe.

PS: :(

hell-0
hehe.today is the best day of the week,months since i had this kinda day. but one sad thing is,tournament is postponed to Friday,and that means everyday i have netball,

Monday:training
Tuesday:tournament
Wednesday:training
Thursday:tournament
Friday:tournament

hmmm.and i have 3 COMMON TESTS on this week,i hope i could cope.like,SERIOUSly.and i hope i can manage my time well.so help me god.

talking about fun...after we were told that the tournament has been postponed,me, raatt and zahra when over to northpoint and ate at mcdonald.kekek sak pasal "hot fudge".so after eating, i led them to the yishun library, since they live under a cave,haha jokin ye.and sooo.the place was superr.and we went inside, and find a spot and do our stuffs.sume kes betol2 buat keje sendiri siol.FIRST TIME.

so we left there at 6 because we know, the bus is 1hr 30min.and we took 856.hoooh,kecoh.and some more its a long ride.at the first few bus stops,there were this few guys com in and sat beside us, their image, their first impression was a"MAT REP".they died hair,wore a high cap,muke matrep and so on.and i was like, talking to zahra about my hero,and they came, i was like "lerr,mat rep dtg plak..."and then, when i finish talking, we overheard them, omg, dorang kes ckp pasal sembayang siak,and they did'nt speak bad words at all,and they were lame ass! i can't explain it but its the most dumb mat rep wannabe i have ever seen.and they are like super irritating,i can't control myself from laughing.we were laughing about them,and they were also laughing because of what i oso don't know,so both group laughs and create a huge noise pollution at the at the back row bus.people are all staring.i am so irritated, so i said"shushhhhhhhhh!"and they said among themselves"tengok arr, dorang dh marah..diam ar korang"(in a "alem2 type" way).mkau,wannabe betol sak.so went get off the bus, and they said"bye,take care eh....bye shuusshhh(bahasekan)"and we mine our own problem,pastu aku tunggu bas nak kat jalan, i go point middle finger at them,heh sorrie eh, but its been a great stranger after all.hehe

brother needs to use crutches.



firstly, brother got hurt during his NCC training yesterday, and i don't know what he did, he can't walk,and he hops on one leg,so today went to poly clinic, he got there using a bicycle,he cycle using one leg,but otw there, sister and me help him.Only mother and brother got in, me and sister lepak at playground for a while,then,we went home and ask dad to "siap2" and we went to the tan tock seng hospital,because the polyclinic's doctor says so.father went inside with brother, so me and mom went to eat at the canteen and sempat shopping at this one shop called"BEL'S".haha we bought quite some stuff.

then, we went back to meet father and brother, he said that the doctor ask to go kk hospital because that is for 16 years and above,and brother is only 15,alerr stakat satu tahun jek...ahhaha.then drove there,and then brother get his leg "balot".bought the crutches.and the nurse teach him how to use it*sape tak tau sak*.after that,he was still on the wheel chair,and i played with those,heheh.

i love this television series mannn.



To B division Girls,congrats, you've done really good just now, i'm proud to be supporting!.

hey.i DON KNW what's wrong with this thing, i tried to upload pictures at rp with raatt and zoro but cannot, and only this picture from google than can.sialan betol.hahaah.anyway, 2009 sucks.i want 2008 back.i feel so lifeless.i feel like there's nothing great or interesting or happy about 2009.nothing.i feel so LIFELESS.like its so plain, or even worst, it sucks sometimes.

i hate my phone already.charge full2 everyday but no message, macam sial kan.and many things inside my phone also "sort-sort".and father keep top up but i still have not finish it cause he don't know that my phone is some sort of useless,cause no one contact me frequently.hehehe.okay, i miss 2008 hari raya.i am so happy that raya night.when can i have that talk again?ouhmann.i miss that sooo much.and yea,i hate people pretending, cause it seriously giving me hopes and then it hurts when i found out that my hopes, is HOPELESS.
STUPID.......how much valentine's day i should waste on one hope?erghhh.you know it.
okay,despite all this LIFELESS,i still got northstar!,but please uhk zul...jangan kluar uhk.........

anyway, i once dream about me being a vampire, siak arh, tgh isap darah abe tercekik.siak je.
ahahha.

NORTHSTAR,i love you guys mann.

ok,firstly, sorry for the late update.sorry-sorry.
anyway,i hate school and i just love sports leader.
hehehe.i love the captain's ball team 2!!!!!!!!!.
good teamwork you guys.

to the girl that i hate, infact, my friends hates too,
don come my way eh.coz,i can hardly see you,*too small*
and if we bumped to each other, it means your coming my way.
and you should be ashame of yourself that we hate you for
THAT reason.ok tata bitch, thats all about you.

muke stop it siak.hahah, my former ,before edward.LOL.

OKAY.school school school, i hate school, i don want to go school! i just hate it.
seriously speaking,i hate school.i'm sorry for repeating it.but i just hate it.
ahhaha.i miss holiday now.i want to that FREEEEE.
ermmm.anyway, valentine's day is comin!! but sadly i got no partner, most of the people
around me does,and i am soo jelous.and i am so missing that kinda thing.
ahah.ok stop.ratnah, lucky giler siak...nevermind, i still got edward.lol.but what
can he do? he can only stare at me,cause he's in the picture, but the good thing
is, its always,everytime, but i'm getting sick of that look man.LOL.

please, i'm a not-that-type-of girl
prefered to be just this.all the time.
not-sleeping, just wondering how get you out of my head

MONDAY.
i really thought i could handle this...bt i still keep fighting that in my mind everytime.no one knows it.even you--.,i don't want to see you. i don't want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!you just make my life worst.bt i just could'nt even think now.

TUESDAY.
a big elle oh elle today.espeacially during ms karen ong's lesson, i love it so much.like today she's really in a good mood.she walked pass me, stared almost every part,but she did'nt confisicate it.7 earholes filled with colourfull sticks.but i won't let it became hers of course.

during SE period, everyone need to behave so that we have SE lesson.after we finished the english stuff, then all must behave so we get what we want.so right after she collected the papers, everyone was like stomping" SE! SE! SE! SE! SE! SE!" and ms karen ong was showing her "omg"face.and she grinned.bloody lower sec.lol.

WEDNESDAY.
self-training.we did quite some drills. and i want to try to play shooter!!!!!!!!!!!!.i want i want i want.hahaha.only netball i make me happy, the rest of school hours-not so.and yea!!!! not to forget, about mt lesson.!hehe.i handed cikgu my workbook last week,until now, no return, and then she blammed me for nt bringing, than i fight for my rightsaying to her that's with her-sekali pade aku(mampos).and then so i did nth during the lesson.just keep looking at other place, then, she asked everyone to read books,MALAY books.i don't have any-not interested.so i took eclipse out of my bag and read it.the boys was like,"cikgu, itu buku inggeris cikgu"then i dunno why i was not worried, i spoke calmly "tak lah, dier ader campor english ngan malay lah(cause she don't know what the book is)"then she checked, and i turned to aliza "mampos.."then cikgu just keep my book on her table,zahra came back from toilet, and she laughed when she saw that her twin's favourite book on teacher's table,and i said to cikgu,"cikgu belom pulangkan buku kerja kat saye abeh sekarang cikgu amek buku cerita saye, abeh saye nak buat ape???"then she ignored me TOTALLY.wtf.luckily at the end of the lesson, i got those back, if not......erghhh.

test test test! this week, i am seriously toooooooo busy.test here, test there.and i failed one of them.sialah. i really need to study sial.then homework was like- SO MUCH!!!!!!!!,and i still got malay project to do. and some more other stuffs dued next week.this weekend i am busy too.got lecture to attend, got this, got that.sialah.boleh mampos sial.and i got not enough sleep and that makes my eye lids heavy everylesson, and my hands are like stonning,can't copy notes easily, can't write properly, handwriting getting worst.sialah....stress siol. i don want to drop....................jangan.......-bismillah

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