hello.
i don know why i started to hate everyday,because i know,i'm alone somehow,in the end i still have no one who understand me better than myself.i'm sleeping late all day,just too restless to sleep,and i don know why,i must say,i just can't take the wait.I am so stress every night,and yesterday,i couldn't sleep at all,and i am restless,a lot of thoughts in my mind.i have too much things to think about. and i just don want to sleep.as you can see,its a panda eyes i have,ergh.
and midyear,i did touch a single thing at all.and i can't concentrate anymore in class,and how much i hated school,but at the bright side,friends are there,twin are there,but its just not complete happiness i have compared to last year.i feel that its so stress full,and some more,i have a lot of problems to deal with,
and today,i feel like staying home and do something that would rather release stress,but i came to school unwillingly.and,because of my mom,i forgot to bring my calculator,and today is maths mock exams,and i am answering it all without a calculator,and some more Mr phua didn't allowed to borrow from another class,and so he said,"do the paper without a calculator lor",what the ****,cool je cakap,yang buat paper aku! stupid.and now,i am pissed with quite a number of people,and i don care if they knew who i was referring to,and to that person,its not that now i am Mr Nice guy already,just because i treated you better than last time,it doesn't mean that you could act big already,cause,i can see now that your shits is coming back,and i knew it will because,a person like you is almost impossible to change ehh even though telling you twice!
PS
:please,I'm
all alone, i want somebody to lend their shoulders.
